June 25

Missing everyone in Marquette and Mackinaw like crazy. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have just one life. The people here are awesome and the job is awesome, but I miss the water. I miss the water and the boats and the woods and the rivers. I miss my family and my friends and having someone to snuggle up o at nigh an give me kisses on te forehead. I miss the security one gets from building a life. It's hard walking into a cafeteria an instead of looking for your friends you look for an empty table. I mean I'm making friends but I just don't know I I have the strength to build another life just to rip it apart. I'm probably just tired and emotional, but I just want everyone to know, even if I am unable to talk with you, doesn't mean I dot still love you