June 21

I just dropped James off at NOLS and I can't stop crying. I'm alone, 4300 miles from home and no where really to go. I know I'm just tired an emotional. But we didn't even get to say goodbye. We have been through a lot the last 20 days and he really became my traveling partner, we got each other through some stuff and its hard to think that I'm alone again. I just want to find a safe place I sleep for a bit before heading back to anchorage. A place to pull myself together and get my smile ready for the next leg if the journey.